A simple 'hello' was all it took;
Three hours later and you didn't want to leave.
I had you hooked.
My phone has the evidence that can easily be retrieved,
But there is no need to go just two months back.
For only a week we were inseperable;
Now we have been set upon a track.
You have healed what I thought unhealable.
In such a short amount of time I can't believe
That I love you and you love me...
It's what I wanted.
And I got it.
What he doesn't know is...
There's enough to keep from him.
Not going to say a word.
But in future tense, I keep hearing:
"I wish we were older".
There's a reason for that.
Because if only...and that's the problem.
Carrying on will just be all right.
Kind of wish to keep it going.
I did what I did.
And what he doesn't know,
Is probably something I'll never get a chance to tell him.
I wanted him.
I wanted him more than I was allowed.
After all, I was only asking for his friendship.
I couldn't possibly ask for anything more.
Especially since he already has a body to keep him warm, since she's right there beside him, and I'm not.
I still wanted him, though.
My longing went beyond what it should have.
Only a few heated kisses, but the fire still burns in me.
It's not over for me, and I want him.
Not for a day, night, week...
A lifetime; my heart longs for him, dearly.
I will have him.
Dare me.
I want you to dare me to do something stupid,
Like you used to when we were reckless.
I miss the jolt of adrenaline that would pour through me,
Always longing for your lips on my neck.
I want you to dare me to do something dangerous,
Like you used to when we were playing.
I miss the chase you provided for me,
Always making me feel desperate for your touch.
I want you to
dare me
To be everything that you were expecting,
And everything that you weren't.
I lie on the ground
Wondering why I keep this up
A facade that isn't working
Isn't a front at all
You don't see through it
You haven't cared to look past it
Even though you told me
"Anything you want, you can have."
Will I forever hang onto those words
For the fear that I'm alone, again
I'm weary enough to want to fall
The cliff is close enough anyway
Do you not understand any of this
Are you planning to be ignorant
How can you turn away from me
Will you neglect me until I make the escape route for you?
Well I won't wait to give you that
I'll take my own way out
Even though I'm tired
I'll fall before tonight
The ledge is s